[It takes another moment for Beck to figure out that he really wasn't dreaming or mishearing things. Chris has his whole attention; the movie completely forgotten. Noticing that slight awkwardness and he can practically hear that heartbeat... He leans in and gives Chris a light kiss and murmurs.]
[He smiles broadly back. Yes, it's a big deal but Beck also doesn't want to make it so. He just feels so very connected with Chris even after just a month. Like when they first met and it felt like they'd known each other in some way for years. Everything just felt comfortable and this, while indeed a little awkward, also felt right to say. Not even with a grand proclamation. Just two dudes, cuddling on a couch...]
I know this city isn't a great place for a lot of people but... I'm really glad that I came here... and that you came here too.
[Could things go wrong? Could one of them be sent home unexpectedly? Sure. But right in this moment, Beck was happy being with his boyfriend.]
[It's a warm, comforting feeling, of not being alone, of being grounded with someone, and having hope even though the future doesn't actually matter much right now.]
I'm glad I came, and I'm glad I sucked at twenty questions, and I'm glad you helped me anyway.
[Beck's the best boyfriend ever, and Chris is lucky to have him.]
I'm glad I started that game. Imagine if your first impression of me had been... a little while later. When I was... Mysterio.
Instead of Quentin Beck.
[When he was being over the top, under the city's influence. It was an impression he used to be proud of making, when he wanted to play the supervillain back home. Now, it just felt further apart from himself and he wanted people to like him for himself and not the act. It seemed that Chris actually did and he was grateful for that.]
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I know who you are. Really.
[Quentin's got a good heart. It's absolutely clear to Chris.]
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[He chuckles self-consciously this time. Chris is too sweet and he feels he doesn't deserve it - even if he wants it.]
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Even if you decided to backslide and do some supervillain shit, I'd still try to pull you back. You deserve good things, dude.
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[There, just a bunch of stupid words. They don't have to change anything or mean too much.]
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Did I... hear what I think I heard?
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Yeah. I--I said it.
[His heart is beating a little fast suddenly.]
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I... think I kinda love you too.
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Cool.
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I know this city isn't a great place for a lot of people but... I'm really glad that I came here... and that you came here too.
[Could things go wrong? Could one of them be sent home unexpectedly? Sure. But right in this moment, Beck was happy being with his boyfriend.]
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I'm glad I came, and I'm glad I sucked at twenty questions, and I'm glad you helped me anyway.
[Beck's the best boyfriend ever, and Chris is lucky to have him.]
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Instead of Quentin Beck.
[When he was being over the top, under the city's influence. It was an impression he used to be proud of making, when he wanted to play the supervillain back home. Now, it just felt further apart from himself and he wanted people to like him for himself and not the act. It seemed that Chris actually did and he was grateful for that.]
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Oh man. You were so full of hot air. I might've had a hard time taking you seriously after that.
But I knew the real you, so I could tell you were just... puffing your chest up. In a way.
[Obviously a very exaggerated and annoying way, but still.]
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[In both their worlds.]
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[Between the grandiosity and the (not-fishbowl) helmet.]
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And I did make an impact on my first appearance.
[He chuckles.]
For at least a short time, everybody thought I was the superhero and that Spider-Man was the villain.
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But... he got to me. Tracked me down. Beat me up and got a confession that I'd framed him for some crimes.
[Beck sighs.]
So my superhero days were short-lived.
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[And Spider-man still sounds like a giant douchenozzle to him, even if Beck did frame him.]
But now you're an upcoming super director, and my super boyfriend.
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[Just the right amount, he figures. He kisses Beck again, happy to be with him.]
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