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Date: 2023-12-29 01:29 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (stay the fuck down!)
[Gokudera would feel bad for making Beck flinch but... he warned him. For some reason Quentin cares about him, and he's not really in a great or reasonable emotional state. He's angry and hurt and confused and frustrated and he's trying to listen to his friend.]

He's the one hurting me, Quentin!

So then... what... I can't love anyone? Cause I'm just gonna lose them?! I'm not going to live out the rest of my stupid fucking life in this place only being concerned about getting my dick wet!

If he wanted a casual relationship, he should have said that instead of... insisting we date before he'd even consider contracting. BOTH of those things were HIS idea! [He curses in Italian and throws his hands up.]

Date: 2023-12-29 02:06 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (insane)
I told you I got into a fight with him, and you asked if I wanted to talk about it. We don't have to fucking talk about it, Quentin.

[He doesn't like to think that maybe Beck is trying to see things from Wrio's side. Gokudera is angry with as much as he loves the man.]

I didn't expect him to return them or for them to match! The only person who does isn't even allowed to like me! Do you have any idea how that feels?! To have to hide that?!

I don't want to feel a damned thing! I shouldn't have opened my stupid fucking mouth!

[Gokudera had hoped to get his anger out in the wreck room. He didn't accomplish that, clearly.]

Date: 2023-12-29 03:28 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (this mix-n-match shit's got to go)
Quentin...

[Gokudera stops and just stares at him.]

I know feelings change. But I don't know how much of a future I'll have ahead of me.

Date: 2023-12-29 03:46 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (There was a firefight!)
It's all I've got...

[And he appreciates that Quentin can understand that.]

I don't know... I... I don't think so.

[He hopes it's not them breaking up. His heart drops right into his stomach and his brow knits and he's pulling out his device to send a pleading, hurried, apologetic text to Wriothesley.]

Date: 2023-12-29 04:05 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (fist)
[Gokudera sends the text and stands there for a moment, waiting to see if Wrio is even going to read it. He does, but there's no hint of a response. The teen can feel tears well up in his eyes and he locks the device, gripping it so tightly he wants to throw it.]

He's ignoring me.

[And he starts walking again, better to just... go home.]

Date: 2023-12-29 04:33 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (emo)
[Gokudera doesn't know what to do. He can't do anything, but... this isn't the first time he's had his feelings hurt. He'll tough this out like he does everything else, but it's creating an ache already. It's the middle of the night when they do get back home, and Gokudera can tell Wrio has stopped by... has grabbed some of his things.

The room feels more empty, and he feels sick. He smells of champagne and sulfur and he's toeing his shoes off at the door.]


I'm gonna... take a shower and try to get some sleep. I'll see you tomorrow...

Date: 2023-12-29 04:51 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (down in the dumps)
[He stops, takes a deep breath, then glances over at Beck. Gokudera feels like he's ruined something precious.

And his best friend came all the way to the down to walk him home. In the cold, and in uncomfortable, worried silence. He looks at those open arms and walks right over to him, allowing the embrace as new tears start to stream down his face.]

Date: 2023-12-29 05:29 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (so much hair)
[Gokudera wants to scream and destroy things, and... he'll do that at work later. For now, he's just... hugging Beck, trying not to dwell on how he'd spent the last few weeks excitedly thinking about a future with Wrio. About how happy he'd been and now it's just... painful acceptance that his feelings are a burden.

Maybe he can just feel happy vicariously through his friends for a while... Gokudera reaches a hand up to pat at Beck's arm while he pulls away from the hug. It's pitiful assurance, but maybe the attempt with count for something.]

Date: 2023-12-29 05:40 am (UTC)From: [personal profile] bakudan_bambino
bakudan_bambino: (Looks like we've got ourselves a cowboy.)
Alright...

[Time to ugly cry in the shower and blame it on 'getting shampoo in his eyes']

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